The perks of being ‘single’

I’ve been ‘single’ for the past week. Hubby went for out-station work in Bintulu, Sarawak (east Malaysia), while I myself went to Singapore. We went to KLIA airport together on Monday but headed our own way when boarding into different gates. Its been few times we had such co-incidents (or planned to co-incide, hehe) of flying on the same day from the same airport, and i loved it! Why? so hubby cud do the driving- We usually leave the car at Putrajaya Park & Ride, which used to be free, but not anymore. It costed me RM 30 for 5 days/4 nights- still good compared to airport parking. Another reason is I can get into the golden lounge if I got lucky bcos DH can bring a companion 😀

Marina Bay Sands hotel, Singapore

I was actually on company trip for a summit which was held at the Marina Bay Sands- it’s a huge area comprising of hotel, convention centre, museum, casino & shopping complex. Here’s a pic of the hotel, 3 buildings with what seems like a ship on top. To me, it looks more like the banana boat. Ppl have to pay to get to the top so you can have a bird-eye view of whole Spore.

I dont know if I got the same chance if I already had a baby by now. Maybe, but I wud have to think of babysitter, food, stored breast milk etc (am sure the list is much longer). Probably I wudnt even have the heart to leave my baby at home with someone else..

I believe this is the best time for me to give all out to my work which requires me to go out and about quite often since the past few years. I still have few outstation trips in plan, hopefully could settle it all by end of the year or before raya, just in time for me to TTC.. We could only plan, but the best planner is the Almighty. All that happen, the work, the infertility issue, the delay in getting treatment, the medication course, the wait before TTC- is what’s best for me, alhamdulillah…

On another note, I’m already 5 days late according to my Period Tracker app- which is a good sign that the Zoladex works for me. But I’m still getting the period pain symptom like sakit pinggang– pain at the waist & abdominal cramps. Possibility of getting pregnant? Probably not but I’ll have an HPT test before my third jab this coming Thursday, just to make sure or more for the fun of it. Another thing to do on the list is to get DH to get a new GL- guarantee letter from his company’s health insurance since the last one only valid for 2 months. Cant believe I had my lapo that long already- how fast time flies..

I also experience constipation which is getting worse… From some reading that I did this could be the side effect of zoladex. I feel quite worried about this so I’m gonna ask my doc soon (why la I dont have his handphone number yet??) As of now, I’m putting more fibre from fruits and wheat into my diet which eases the ‘process’ remarkably. Sometimes I drink milk just to get the ‘lactose-intolerant’ effect when I know it’s not good for endo diet (but somehow it doesn’t work like it always did before). Let’s just hope that I wont contract any harmful disease now or later..